Incest Complex

Inside the palace, lead by my Sister Sona. We walk through to the hallways. then we stop on a certain door. It is your typical old sliding door. The door has a mysterious feeling about it, it made me shiver for some reason.

"We have arrive, Mother is waiting for you inside."Sis Sona.

"Are you also going to come with me Sis?"I wanted her to come with me inside, beacuse I felt a terrifying presence that made my hair shiver.

"No, I have many things to do."She seem wanted to get away from here too. I know right. Without even saying more. She left me here alone.

I hesitated for a moment and reach my hand to the handle. But I step back, Because the moment I step back the sliding slammed open. A figure rushed out and flew towards me like a projectile. The figure made a loud shout while flying through the air.

"Shiiiiiiiiiiiiccchhhhhaaaaaann"I caught the figure and staggered backwards. I tripped and fell on door making my butt hurts.

The person who rammed into me is none other than my Loli Mother. She keep saying.

"Shii-chan, Shii-chan, Shii-cha...." She keep saying a girly name while hugging my waist tightly, Despite her small arms, Her hug was strong.

Shii-chan, I thought. Is that my nickname? It sounds so girly.

She keep rubbing her face on my chest and mumbled my girly name over and over again.

We stayed like this for half an hour. I also felt emotional, although I\'m not suppossed to be part of this family, I can\'t just treat them coldly. After all, this is not my body. It belongs to the past Chikushodo Shido. Since I was revive in this body I should thank the past Shido and gave a new life, Also I will treat his familly like my own....Maybe, I will treat them beyond like a family.

My shirt became wet from her tears.

I can\'t believe that the mother of mine is a legal loli, It\'s really dangerous for a lolicon like me.

I raised my hand, put it on her head and caressed her hair. I don\'t know how to act around a loli mother. Because I don\'t have a loli aquintance in my past life. Also, illegal loli is forbidden, I don\'t want to go jail, even if cell is just a room.

I admit that I love Loli\'s. I mean look, they are so cute and adorable. I can\'t help but want to protect them from harm, I want to cuddle a loli all day.....No! let\'s stop thinking dangerous thoughts.

"Uhm, are you alright....M-Mom?" I ask softly and kinda don\'t know what to call her.

I didn\'t recieve an answer which kind of awkward. I scratch the back of head to prevent myself from being embarrassed.

"Shii-chan, You are Shii-chan right?" She asked me a question that I did not know what to answer. This question is something I don\'t want to answer at all because I don\'t know what kind of person shido is. I don\'t know how shido acts, I don\'t know what shido love and hate. So asking if I\'m shido, the answer is no I am not. But, this answer is not what I want to say to this young mom.

"Uhhh, I don\'t know" I honestly lied.

"You don\'t know?" She still buried her face on my chest while asking questions.

"Yeah, I don\'t know if I\'m the Shido you know, Because I don\'t have the memories of this shido you we\'re talking about. I woke up without memories of my childhood and youth, I woke up with nothing to remember. I don\'t even know who I am the first thing I woke up. A beautiful doctor came and told me she was my sister, but I didn\'t know her at all, I tried to remember but to no avail....."

"I learned my name from her, Who my family is, What happened to the world and what happened to my body....."

I told her the things after I woke up in this world, leaving the inappropriate stuff, I told her a white lie. Some are truth but there are things that can be a question.

Chikushodo Shizue, My Mother. She is on my chest buryin her face on my chest, She listened to me attentively. Sometimes she would hugged me tightly. I feel bad lying to her.

"You know, Shii-chan would always calls me \'mama\', Shii-chan is good boy she always make me happy. I\'m so proud of Shii-chan when he graduated middleschool. Shii-chan is the best son I have...." After listening to me, She started talking about past Shido. She sounds so happy when she was describing him. "Did you know, Shii-chan is a mischevious boy and he always pranks others but instead of making the people he pranked angry, They would show a bright wide smile and laughed heartedly. It was a very lively scene."

She keeps talking how amazing past shido was. I sighed and felt sad a little, I\'m kind of jealous. Having a family like this really made me envious.

"You know, When you called me Mom...It struck me that you are not the Shii-chan *sob* I know. *sob* I don\'t want this, I want shii-chan *sob*" She cried on me, Those words struck me greatly, my heart tightened. It\'s so painful. Why does it hurts so badly, I did not expect to be like this. The hand caressing her head moved and embrace the little figure on me. Tears flows out in my eyes.

Why am I crying.

Why does I feel so many emotions.

I\'m not Shido, I know that simple fact but why is it so painful, hearing her cry hurts so bad. I hug her tightly. \'Making her cry is not something what I wanted the most\' thoughts appeared on my head. Yes, I don\'t to see her sad, I wanted to make her smile and happy.

I hug my young mother tight as I could. She also keep sobbing hugged me tightly. In front of the door I am hugging the \'dearest\' of my life.

I whispered the words that came into my mind.

"Mama....."The same voice that the past shido would call her mother sounded on my mouth.

"Shii-chan"